Greenhorn finisher we are!!!!!!!!!!

finisher we are!

yeay~

muka budak ilang!

grrrr..

slow down

fatin & anum

I am soo proud with Rini. Seriously. And I am very frustrated with myself that I left her behind. I was the one who make promises saying that were gonna run together. But not even half the way, I left her after she asked me to do so.

After finished my run, I was waiting for her like 15 minutes but there's no sign she's coming. So I walked back up the track to find her and berniat hendak run together to the finishing line but i am sooo disappointed that i couldn't see her still.

Along the way climbing back the track again, i saw Anum is running her race to the finishing line. I was shouting her name giving her moral support but still I am soo worried about Rini. I asked the volunteers whether they saw her but they said no.

She don't even have her phone with her because everything was inside my bag. yaiy!!! I was waiting and waiting and she's still not coming. Only Allah knows how worried and terrified I was. Thinking about funny excuses that maybe she's hiding somewhere along the road waiting for us to pick her up because she couldn't finish the race. aigoo~

I even announced her name (so glamer lah you hoh??) after my second attempt failed. I asked Anum to wait at the finishing line since that's the spot where I asked her to wait for me via the announcer. I went back to the track for my 3rd time. And again, asked the volunteer is there any people still running? they said yes. 3 of them. but none is wearing hijab. I was speechless.. I almost asked one of the volunteer to take me one round in HIS motorbike to look for her but thinking based on rationality, i just asked him to recheck and he asked me to wait inside and he's gonna look for me.

I went back to Anum. I don't even get my goodie bag yet. My mind is not in peace. My body is weak and tired. And still no sign of Rini.

It's 0915 but still no bayang of her. yaiy. it's freaking me out already. damn freaking scary! I kept on talking to myself "serve you right! how dare you left your sis behind? you've make promises that you both are gonna run together!" over and over again. Allahu...

When finally i saw her coming to us with her goodie bag and a bowl of cendol in her hand. i was running to her and hug her tight for few second. I almost cry. seriously. it was the most seksa 30minutes in my life i tell you. i can't even have a seat since after i finished running.

But surprisingly, i don't even scold her or anything. after meeting her, i was like kalau boleh hendak sujud syukur saja. seriously!! i was soooo happy. i hung into her arm, walking up to the goodie bag section. collecting my cert and grab a bowl of cendol. while waiting for cendol, i look back at her while she's busy looking at her goodie bag as well. oh dear... now only i realized how i love my sister.

i walk slowly to her with cendol in my hand and she asked me whether i took my lunchbox already. i just show her the box. still i can't stop bersyukur yang amat sangat that she finally made it to the finishing line... SAFE and HAPPY. T___T

i asked her when did she arrived. she said she don't know. the only thing that she knew is that she's done visiting all the tent and grabbed everything that she can grab. S

HE EVEN HEAR ME CALLING HER NAME OUT BUT SHE BUAT BUAT TALAYAN BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT THAT I WILL EVENTUALLY GO AND COLLECT THE GOODIE BAG AS WELL AND WE CAN MEET THERE!!! grrrrrr...

I learnt a lot from this race. A true meaning of trust. A true meaning of promise. A true meaning of friendship. A true meaning of nobody left behind.

While in the car.. i told her that i still couldn't believe that we've made it. considering the challenging track (this is serious! it's a damn hilly course and the very final hill was like 45degree! i kid you not!). Everytime sebut pasal the hills.. of course will like

tasangkanya.. tasangkanya..

And she told me this;

remember... we have to finish whatever we've started! and you might not know this yet.. but that's me! hehe..

i was apologizing like gazillion of time and again, promised her that this not gonna happen again, anymore.

and Rini, i am soooooo proud of you!

I seriously learnt my lesson! When I told Bond about this.. all that she can say is that;

now you know how much you love your sister right???

still.. remembering that day, all i can say is thank you Alloh for this beautiful lesson!!! =)

p/s : oh! and Fatin!!! she did it! she came!! =)