at first, i was scared to start anything new and i thought it would only be like that the first time. and i'd be used to it by the second time and the time after that. i thought that i would grow more prone to it, more used to it.. and it'd become an easier task the more i did it. when that's how i thought, i had nothing to be scared about.
but now, no matter how much time passes and how many time i do it, i realized there are things you don't get used to. the betrayal of a long-time best friend; and watching the back of my parents; and the way that he laughs with another girl besides him; things you can never get used to. which is why the situation feels like the first time, every time.
how can we pass these moments?
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