Every second counts

That is what i've learnt from the last book that i've read. Impressed by myself, i start to figure out that if i really want it.. i surely can make it! i've finished reading The Alchemist! ohfoooh.. and the feeling is wonderful! I was done reading while on our way back to KL and in the train.. to be specific.. i was in Hat Yai during that time. it was such a beautiful moment..

and the book kept on repeating the same line that somehow grew inside me..

that if you really want something, the whole universe will conspires to help you to grab it.

provided, you have to work for it.

At times, you might lost a chance of grabbing something that you are dying to own.. but knowing that each and every single thing is written by the very same hand.. you'll learn the true meaning of redha (contentment).

Whenever you do a mistake, or you've taken the wrong turn.. it is okay as long as you are willing to make a new start and take it as a lesson that somehow will make you a much better person enshaALloh.

And the best part from the last chapter of the book that beautifully carved in my heart is that .. you have to live each and every second left for you the best! not just for you but also for the others. that's the hardest part. you see, living in this place called earth, you shouldn't think about yourself. because it will always us and we and ours!

Then slowly you'll learn how to get rid of the selfishness, the ego and all the madzmumah (bad habit) thingy enshaAlloh. It's actually a journey of getting to know about yourself.. about getting involve with the environment and making yourself acceptable to others.

I once believe that you have to be yourself if you want to success. it is undoubtedly true. but while on my journey... i spent most of my time traveling alone.. and i start to think.. A LOT! that it is not just being yourself that is matter most... but second to that (which never make it less important than the first one), you have to allow people to be themselves as well in order for them to accept the real you being.

that is what we call give and take.

i am still the eager and excited student of school of life. definitely forever i am. thus aside from the hardship and the sadness and the remorsefulness moment... i am always happy knowing that Alloh has been sooo nice to me that He still letting me learn from each and every deed that i've done. Even when SOMETIMES (sangat sometimes i swear) i THINK that i did something good, now don't feel anything like proud or nak bangga/i dah like before. it is more like muhasabah (recalling) myself... telling my not-so-nice inner being,

please soul, whenever you wanna do good thing, terlebih lagi BAD THING.. or anything lah... think that as if it will be your last deed that you'll bring to meet HIM.

lepastu sudah langsung tarasa hendak mendajal dah. hahaha..

And since morning, here in my office, we were like being struck by a super motivational power (maybe because Auntie is here - finally!) and to make it purrfect, Jiha and Jega came out with the 127 hours preview.

Kesimpulannya --- Live your moment fully! =)