26 April 2011

Eventually =)

i know it is hard to believe people when they say, "I know how you feel." But I actually know how you feel. what i'm trying to say is... i understand the feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you. It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get... or gyms you join... or how many glasses of coke you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy? And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again; and little pieces of your soul will finally come back; and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life you wasted... that will eventually begin to fade... bare in mind, it is EVENTUALLY =)

cr : The Holiday.

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