Daddy

Who was there with you during the process of you getting your driver's license? As for me, it's my daddy! =)

I was watching Life Unexpected when I suddenly came across a scene where Baze was totally pissed off because he felt that Ryan is taking over his duty as a father to Lux. And the issue was who's the one that supposed to bring Lux to get her driver's license. Sooo cute!

It seriously reminds me of my daddy. He is the one who was with me during my computer test to get my driver's license. We both did the trial test(sss) together minutes before I sat for the real test. I was doing amazing during the trial obviously because daddy was the one who gets very excited answering those questions. haha...

Outside, i took the trials 3 times and i got full mark for the first 2 tests while for the last one, WE got 1 question answered wrongly. We were fighting on which answer was correct. Hihi... I even was scolded because I didn't read the question thoroughly even though I got the answer correct. haih.. So when I went for the real test --- screw me! haha... well, it's too obvious that the trial all belongs to daddy. hihi..

it was funny tho. and such a sweet memory to be remembered and to be shared with the future generations enshaAlloh. I can still remember, right after that 'screw me' test, i was out from the freaking cold room and walking with a sad face towards him and he was;

okay ka?

with his smiling face as always. lepas tu aku terus lompat lompat;

burjayaaaaa!! hurreeeeeyyyy!!

siap high 5-ing segala. Allohu... and it was 7 years back.

Last weekend, Rini and I; we went to Arif's school upon his report card day. That was our first time doing so after a very long period. It was such a beautiful experience mashaALloh. Meeting your little one's teachers.. fellow parents.. and his friends.. =)

Only then I know how easily parents can be happy by knowing that their children are doing well in their study, behave nicely and becoming somebody. Just by that...

I heard from friends that already married and diberi rezeki dengan babies.. they said that, once you have your own children... then only you know how does it feel to be in your parents shoes'. it's like a 24/7 nonstop worries upon your child.

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Yesterday, I got a heart wrenching news saying that Hana's daddy passed away. InnaliLlahiwainnaiLlaihiroji'un.. If it is not because of Moja yang entah angin apa entah hendak datang medic ni for lunch, i wouldn't know about the news. =(

May his soul will be resting in peace with the solihin.. Ameen..

oh Alloh! Reward them for their loss and give them what is better than it...

fatherly love brings wealth to living

and by remembering this;

i can go forth in giving.

Ayah, I Love You.

in fact,

even more than words can say...

*****

any fool can be a father; but it takes a real man to be a Daddy.

i miss my parents everyday. but today, i miss them even more. good nite =)