It's a wonderful afterlife =)

I have no heart to write today. But I have soo much to say.

This Romadhon seems sooo fast kan? Even the tarawekh pun oh mann... tak sempat hendak sleepy, woosshh... done!

Last nite I hardly can sleep. I woke up very early... doing few things before start fighting in the kitchen. Waiting for the good time to start my sahur, i went out to talk to my new babies.

oh! I've planted few plants at the backyard. Lemongrass and ladyfinger. Aleovera semua dah transfer belakang. Siap ada batas siap cik vera kita. hihi. tinggal those babies dekat front yard. Ala ala nursery gitu. hihi

When I told Emak about them all, Emak was like;

what? why lah during Romadhon? you should concentrate on your Quran recitation ka, solah ka, supplication ka, volunteering stuffs ka.. yada yada yada

Ala.. i just love gardening. before Romadhon, i've spent most of my time dengan sleepless and restless night with papers and writings. So during this whole Romadhon, i give my thesis a long break.. hihi.. *clap clap*

Yesterday I went for our girls outing. Such a refreshing evening.. and such a lovely iftor at the National Mosque. Eye candy betul watching families fast-breaking together with their small kids running here and there..
I've been thinking a lot --- V.E.R.Y..
Thus it makes me came to one conclusion... whatsoever it is, i'm going to do it... not for anybody.. neither for my family.. solely because Tuhan suka kita berbuat kebaikan... biar apa pun orang hendak kata... telan saja lah. Hidup dekat dunia entah bila akhirnya.. entahkan esok entahkan lusa.. tak mahu nanti menyesal tak sudah sudah. =)
I've done sooo many wrongdoings all these while. enough is enough. you see.. everything happens for a reason kan? during this kind of moment, it will always reminds me of Marini;

do not regret.. you should be thankful to Alloh. At least HE gave you more than enough time to regret and repent.. and correct all your wrongdoings. You once were young. Never mind. People do mistakes. Just learn and don't ever come close to it and worst case scenario... to repeat it!

Oh! dan ini, saya jumpa semasa blogwalking tadi;

A woman's heart should be so lost in the love of Alloh that a man has to seek Him in order to find her. And when he finds her, Alloh will put love and mercy between their hearts and that is a sign of Alloh's divinity; for those who truly belief.

You know... seeking for a wonderful afterlife is supposed to be our only reason for all the hard work dekat dunia ni kan?
Tuhan lah yang paling paham kita. =)