You're very special to me ^^

You know you really love someone, when, out of all the people you could be with in jennah...you just want to be with them {Yasmin Mogahed}

I never knew that I am madly long for the Jennah before this morning's class. During the class, I told Rini;

somehow, it seems easy to be a good Muslim kan?

and then she replied;

Nope. not really. because orelse, we wouldn't have to encounter problems that we're dealing nowadays.

(and lepastu Ustaz terus asked her about the 17 times thingy sebab bercakap time lecture. hehe)

Only then i realize that it is yes; easy to be a Muslim but the most trickiest part is actually for us to be a Mu'min.

I remember once, I've attended a lecture and during the discussion session, one of the participant came to the speaker (that happen to be sitting few seats after me) and just to bid him farewell, she said something like this;

it must be nice kan if we were born during the Prophet's zaman?

and this is somewhat similar to what the speaker responded;

not really. because you wouldn't know if say you were in that era, will you got the ni'mat of iman as you get now? just syukr to Alloh 'azzawajall of what He has given you and banyakkan your solawat towards our Prophet (saw) of what he has done. And just to let you know that our Prophet (saw); he loves us -- ummah akhir zaman -- the most. So the credit is there.

and it has left a very big impact to me up to date. (i acted as an eavesdropper in that drama. hihi)

by history, tomorrow is His birthday. And typical not-yet-so-kaya me... if people that is close to me is having their birth-day, i'll just convey my du'a. hihi..

Thus, as correlates to the preface of this entry, yes yes and a very big yes... i always and never stop asking from Alloh in my du'a that may He will gather me in the Jennah with people that I heart. and obviously the one who won the chart is HIM --> Muhammad bin Abdullah (saw). So that, when the time that we meet there in the Jennah came, I can personally say thanks to him of what he has sacrificed for us today.

Allohu... so now I am confused already. Am I actually rindu kan Jennah itself or the idea of MEETING HIM IN THE JENNAH. but if I told Rini about this, sure she will say something like;

Just keep your rindu to Alloh.. he's the creator of them both. When Alloh balas rindu kau, he'll grant you with which ever wish that you want to be granted.

hihi.. this young lady, she started her writing recently. she has too soo much passion on writing nowadays. aku yang pening sebab asyik dengar dia punya bebel. hihi..

Okay. it start drifting out of topic sudah. better stop now. good nite people. be good ^^

p/s: do you know why that alFatihah is the first surah in the alQuran? we already knew!!! =)

p/ss: ya Alloh, seriously bersyukur that most of my friend tapernah minta yang aneh aneh as their hadiah. Paling aneh pun, minta belanja buku that i love. haha.. aneh kan? biasanya kita minta apa yang kita suka.. ini pergi minta apa yang saya suka. hihi.. tapi sudah kalau yang selalu mintanya yang luar biasa, memang tidak lain tidak bukan -- adek kandung sendiri. haih..