When in PGH #4

[1]

6 months mashaAlloh. 

and surviving hamdoliLlah. 

and looking forward for much better months in the future enshaAlloh =) 

[2]

kalau hari ini ada seorang dermawan datang kepada ku dan bertanya;

nyatakan padaku apa yang kau hajatkan untuk aku bina di tempatmu ini!

maka tanpa ragu akan aku katakan padanya;

bina 'kehidupan' yang lebih baik. Buat mereka. =)

[3]

ibu selalu pesan begini;

kita bukan hendak minta rezeki yang banyak. tapi kita hendak minta rezeki yang berkat. kalau banyak tapi tiada keberkatan pun harmful jugak. tapi kalau banyak plus keberkatan lagi.. palinglah best.

selalu sangat. =)

[4]

oh Alloh. 

verily i do not know where from i will get my rizq.

indeed to look for it pun i lay myself open to possible risks which threaten my heart.

i go round in its search to many cities.

there i wander as its seeker.
at times jadi penat.
penat sangat sikit lagi boleh give up.

truly, i do not know whether it is in the plain;

or on the mountain;

or in the earth;

or in the sky;

or under the earth;

or in the sea.

from where and through whom it will reach me.

at all events, i know..

its system - of production and distribution - is in Your power 

because You are, as creator, know all about its availability, quantity and quality.

through Your grace and mercy it is distributed. i know.

oh my Sustainer.

give me abundant rizq please,

make easy for me its seeking,

let its source be near me 

and let me not in vain run after the rizq You have not selected for me

because You do not want to punish me whereas i am always in need of Your mercy kan.

please give generously Your superabundant bounties to Your servant yang lemah ini ya Alloh

because verily You are the owner of super duper limitless gifts

You. only You.
i know. i know =)